Eyes wide open
May 9th, 2011
There are times when I feel lost and everything I’ve built seems to fall apart. And I’m afraid it will, because it happened before, with no warning. So I try as much as possible not to care anymore for things that are not important and concentrate myself of stuff that really matter ! I try to focus my attention on the things I’m doing and try to stop hearing. Cause I know everything… and I wonder who the hell gives you the right to throw with mud at me just because I decided you’re not my friend ! As far as I’m concerned I know who I really am and what I can really do and that’s enough to prove myself I did nothing wrong ! I had no idea that lately being moral means exactly the opposite for some.
Anyhow, looking forward I know that everything will go according to the plan. I feel that ying’s time is about the finish and yang is going to take it’s place in my life. It’s been to much and the polarity needs to change. And even if it’s hard, I am happy I am not like everyone else ! I have dreams and hopes that I live for. I have traveled all over Europe and I’ve met amazing people. I have my boy and I have my best friend that I would never trade for anything in this world. I have a passion for the cultures of the world and for that I’ve learned Italian by myself. Now I’m learning Russian. I can also understand French, Spanish and Portuguese. I’ve been in top of the world, in the Lofoten Islands, by myself. I will take the Transsiberian and go to Kuala Lumpur by train. I feel alive traveling. I listen to good music and I’m not ashamed to say I have no idea who are the “artists” of the year. I admire people who have the courage to do something with their life, even if it turns out it’s not how they’ve dreamed it would be. I’m proud of you D. for doing that ! I’m one of those people who believe in something and try to make everything work, even if it seems too much. Just like I did last summer. I like giving without expecting anything back. But if you stabbed me in the back it’s your own sin ! I know who I am. I know how far I can go for the truth and I know how disappointed I can get when things get uneven because of various reasons. In general I’m a fighter, but lately I realized I have to fight only for the truly important things. The rest is not important !
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Path to quietness
April 8th, 2011
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Struggle
March 17th, 2011
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Vacanta la Roma
January 16th, 2011
De Craciun am zburat la Roma… am gasit prin septembrie o oferta de 140 de lei dus intors la Blue Air si mi-am spus “why not ?”. Initial as fi vrut sa ajung mai intai prin Viena dar cum zborul a fost scos m-am multumit doar cu Roma. Viena oricum am vazut-o anul trecut in perioada sarbatorilor de iarna. Asa ca am cumparat biletele si impreuna cu Cristina si cu Chi Pah am plecat sa petrecem Craciunul la Roma.
Zborul a fost linistit si la dus si la intors iar stewardezele de la Blue Air foarte dragute si amabile. Le-am spus de cand m-am urcat in avion ca mi-e frica de zbor iar ele tot drumul au venit sa ma intrebe cum ma simt. Ba mai mult, ne-au dat si mere gratis.
Roma am gasit-o la fel de frumoasa ca intotdeauna, desi vremea nu a prea tinut cu noi. A plouat aproape in continuu in toate cele trei zile petrecute acolo dar eu tot i-am iubit fiecare colt de strada ud, fiecare baltoaca in care am calcat, fiecare picatura de apa care s-a prelins de pe acoperisul fiecarei cladiri. M-am bucurat de fiecare strop inghitit de Fontana di Trevi, de Colosseumul pustiit (pentru ca numai noi eram acolo), de scenele cu nasterea lui Iisus din fiecare biserica sau piata, de Tibrul iesit din matca, de targul de Craciun din Piazza Navona, de inghetata de la Giolitti, de friptura de porc facuta in bere din lipsa uleiului, de cazatura in mijlocul strazii, de latte-ul machiato baut in fiecare dimineata, de luminile si linistea sosite o data cu lasarea intunericului. Am iubit toate aceste lucruri in fiecare secunda si le iubesc in continuare cand ma uit la fotografii, cand citesc sau cand imi amintesc. Ador Roma si o voi iubi mereu !
Surpriza cea mai mare a fost Vaticanul…. da, am fost de nenumarate ori acea biserica superba, am fost de nenumarate ori in acea piata, am plans mereu in acelasi loc, unde turistii nu au voie sa intre, cerand un semn… o dovada, sa imi spuna ca e inca aici cu mine, ca inca exista si nu m-a abandonat, ca groapa in care zace nu e reala… Si l-am vazut si pe Papa, pentru prima ora. Si am aparut la tv, in Romania. Si n-am facut-o intentionat, nici nu stiam ca sunt filmata, nici nu stiu cum am ajuns asa de aproape, in primul rand. Si am inteles tot mesajul Papei… “L’amore”.
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Ma voi intoarce si in 2011 din nou la Roma, ca in fiecare an. S-o mai iubesc putin, sa ma mai pierd putin pe stradutele sale care mai de care mai frumoase si sa ii mai spun inca o data cat de mult o ador.
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Happy new year !
January 1st, 2011
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