It’s happening !
June 22nd, 2011
… and somewhere in Moscow, my Transsiberian ticket waits for me ! It’s really happening !!!
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June 16th, 2011
Nobody should cry on their birthday.
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Love you forever ! SCORPIONS !!!
June 10th, 2011
Let’s fly away from here/ And scream if you like it / The world out there dissapears / Tell me, are you excited ?
I still shiver when I think of last night’s show. I waited for those moments since February, when I bought the ticket in the first three days after they’ve been on the market. The days past by and finally, the 9th of June arrived. I consider it the best gift ever, even if my birthday is only next week. Also a gift was the original Tshirt I bought realizing after that that all the money for the taxi were gone. But at that point, walking home wasn’t a tragic option. Anyhow, standing there, in the first row again (thank you Andrei !), made me realize how lucky I was. The third concert seen from the first row, the third time I was going to be rocked like a hurricane. The arena was full with people all ages. Most of them had Scorpions Tshirts, most of them were happy and excited to see the Scorps for the last time…
Beyond the point of no return / The fever’s rising ’till we crash and burn / There’s something in my veins that is thicker than blood / Nothing in the world, this is all we’ve got
And then the show started. And nothing else mattered anymore. The music started to flow into my veins, going straight into my heart and brain. It was just me and them, on that high stage. I sang, I shouted until my voice was gone. I can’t even tell how it was… I just know the emotions of 20.000 people singing together in one voice, I know how beside the fans inside there were a lot more outside and at the balconies of the buildings around the arena, I know that magic happened on that stage yesterday ! I’ve seen tears, I’ve seen amazeness, I’ve seen a common dream coming true ! I felt all this too ! And I know that on that stage there was the energy of five 20 years old youngsters !
Into the light out of the dark / A passion never known invades my heart / The universe is rocking like heaven and hell / If I’m coming back, hard to tell
Last night I’ve seen a legend ! And I’m so happy and proud to be their fan since such a long time ! I hope with all my heart that I will have another chance to see them again before they will retreat forever, in the end on 2012. I am proud to be a part of this legend. 9th of June 2011, Bucharest, Zone Arena. History was written once again, hearts were filled with joy once again, souls were invaded by warmth and love. 20.000 souls, like brothers !
So come on / If you wanna feel the sting !
Thank you Scorpions ! Thank you for everything ! Thank you for the music, thank you for the way you make me feel, thank you for giving me hope ! Thank you ! Thank you ! Thank you ! I will always love you ! See you in 2012 !
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That’s how important it is !
June 2nd, 2011
This is it ! After months of thinking and planning, this is it ! It’s a little scary now, knowing what will follow but in an enthusiastic way. I’m deciding to let the destiny choose for me. I’m confident that it’s gonna be exactly how it’s best for me. Cause I’ve put all my hopes and dreams in this and I am strong enough to do it all the way. It might be confusing at first, but seeing myself there makes me fight to actually see me there !
Right now, the most important person for me it’s me. And I know that if I don’t do it now, I won’t be able to do it anytime else… it’s like this is the perfect timing, only now the gate is opened. And I need to choose if I step outside and see what’s out there or I stay in and imagine what’s on the other side of the window. I feel like this is the right time for the book, for L, for exploration, for myself. And it’s way beyond the idea of a “wish”, it’s already a fact that needs to be done. And this time I just can’t let the moment pass by. I have to take a chance and risk. I am smart, very smart actually, and believing that with all my heart is doesn’t let me let go of my freedom, of my biggest dream !
And this year all I hope for is L., my driving license, being able to speak russian and be free ! Feel the fresh air deep inside my lungs, feel the cold rain up to my bones, feel the green grass tickle my bare feet. Feel alive ! And there’s only one way I can feel alive ! That’s how important it is !
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Zen
May 30th, 2011
“As vrea sa fiu la Roma, sa strabat Italia de la o biserica la alta, de la o fantana la alta… As vrea ca viata mea sa fie sculptata expresiv in piatra lucioasa si muiata de apele care trec. As vrea sa ma reculeg, sa fiu o vreme un atlas pe-un vechi monument de marmura stravezie, sa sustin arcul unei porti sau coltul greu al unui fronton. Sa fie-n amurg, profilul meu sa fie negru ca smoala pe ape trandafirii…. ”
“Simt acum ca doar via modem exist in lumea reala. Acolo inca pandesc, inca astept, de-acolo inca mai poate veni acea veste. Veste-poveste. Asta fiindca, mental, nu mai traiesc in Romania. Si tot ce-mi doresc e sa las in urma si fizic locul asta cu oameni… cu oameni asa cum i-a lasat Dumnezeu si pe ei. Sunt in punctul in care Joyce a lasat in urma Irlanda, numai ca am treizeci de ani mai mult. Si inca nu sunt Joyce, si tara mea n-a fost, nu e Irlanda. Nici nu va fi.”
“Am sa-mi cumpar drog granulat si-am sa-ncep sa secretez personaje si scene inecate-n morfina pura. Trebuie sa reinceapa nebunia controlata, singura care nu e uraciune in ochii Domnului. Doar asa pot incepe, cu primul pas, facut la jumatate de metru in aer. Sa incetez sa gandesc ca un om.”
Mircea Cartarescu - Zen. Jurnal 2004-2010
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